I'm blogging on my phone right now cause I think I just needa rant, about everything. So no pictures. I don't even care if I don't always have cool stuff to show or say. Just things to get off my mind.
I'm scared shitless to actually go to college. Its driving me crazy thinking I'm not gonna be with everyone anymore. I'm thinking about how easy it honestly is to loose touch w/ someone. I've done it so many times already, &it sucks. I know that 98% of the people in highschool I won't have anything to do with anymore, but the 2% that really matter..I'm gonna miss them like crazy. I know I'm ready for bigger things, but I'm scared to go through things without them. I'm getting craazy random break downs ALLLL the time now. I can't help it, once I start thinking about it..ghfdjskal. I'm gonna be an anteater. I'm enjoying every minute of highschool right now. It's a lot of fun, I'll post those detailed days +pictures in the future
Other than that, 4 more tournaments? I realized basketball isn't my thing anymore. Actually, I realized that a long time ago. That love/hate relationship. I take too many things for granted and im selfish about it. I get too caught up in my own worries, when there are real problems I should be worrying about. I really gotta get some sense knocked into me. You're hellaa young &you're a fighter. Like you've taught me so much, I hope things get better. I'm only hoping for the best. &I also feel hella shitty that I put all my prom problems on one person who has way bigger problems to deal w/ than just mine. I'm sorry bff. Knoow I'm here to help ya now, and I'll work out prom on my own. I needaa just suck it up. Cause my baby problems are nothing, right?
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